Sometimes i wish time could work for me....

Life Is Like A Shaver You have All the Control In your hands, & its your choice To Make Out How you want your hair to look. ( your shaver is the choice, Your Hand IS The Direction You Want it to Go & the outcome of your hair IS the Ending Result of the position in your Life)

Sitting awaiting for my thoughts to evolve as if i was in a evolutionary vortex
which transferred back to the past,when i was just a kid that didn't know fear, stress or depression.. when i just had only one dieing confession " Play with Me " making new friends & climbing Trees... but as we grow old so does are knowledge & understanding about the substance called Life.

why do we depend on the big things when its the little things that matter, so focused on our wants that we cant hear the voice of need which is the only way we can be made complete..
y'all to focused on how you want the world to portray you that you don't even have time to try & be satisfied with your self.

The Answer To All Your Problems Is To Believe & seek God. ""the greatest trick the devil ever pulled, was convincing the world the he didnt exsist" "

To Everyone Else You Are an Normal Rose.. But To The Spceial Someone You are the White Rose That Shines abundantly.

From the bible.

Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23Don’t have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. 24And the Lord’s servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. 25Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.

Whats up People usually i would post my talents but today is an special day!
this is the last day of my old self.. I'm getting baptized 2morrow! being born again.
Ive been preparing my self for almost 2years now but the day is finally here God's hand
was on me these past weeks & this is part of my destiny to be a man of god. I feel really
excited its a good feeling when you give up & let God live threw you, ever since i did that
god blessed me with a better paying job which i start Tuesday, he made my family become closer & my parents are finally getting married!! I'm more positive & i don't let the opposite
sex get the best of me! i found true friends! And i am looked up to by others!! you see when you give your life to God Almighty everything you want wont come to you but everything you need will appear, in the bible it says "do not receive nothing unless its from the heavens" its a deep meaning but you will begin to understand. but yeah ill try my best to post more often until then god bless & much love.

Hey guys I'm sorry i took so long to post.. I'm currently taking care
of myself as an person, but with doing this my blog will be at its tip top
shape so im going to leave yall with this on your mind..

" Learn To Be Comfortable With Your Self Before You Seek Comfort In Another"Note-Wonder.

Realization Is an Powerful Thing But You have to learn how to "do" Once you Realize, Because Realization will Mean Nothing if you don't decide to act upon it.

My Video Blogs R Offically Back. Just The Warm Up

Early Morning Topic

there comes a point in life where you feel like giving up

& you feel like all hope is lost but i just want yall to

never give up && to keep your faith Because God Loves You.

Trust Him With your life Because God Will Get you threw the fire

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5fAPO3T2zU

Everything You Need Is Within Self


Life is Better these days i walk around With out a care... in the sense where i don't let things phase me. i guess you can say I'm growing spiritually.. I'm at the mind state where everything i do i know I'm going to benefit from it, Threes nothing to complain about in life You just got to think positive. Anything you place in your mind turns into reality, Literally! but my life's good right now December 5th I'm getting

baptized but as the days get closer i feel my self becoming stronger even tho the devils trying to pin me down hes only building up my strength. It Crazy How Much i Came along


it only gets better from here! I'm going to try & blog for you guys everyday just to keep you updated on life & to help as much as i can. & i got good news I'm talking to a girl lol its been awhile but I'm going to give it a shot talking to her makes me learn more as a person & I'm sharing my wisdom with her & helping her as well. but I'm going to close with this do not be in a relationship if your not going to benefit from it, you got to be improving as a person to get somewhere in this world of confusion. so remember that.

Everything you need is within self

Bad Past Equals A Bad Start...

personally I think its messed up that people can have such
an impact on how people feel physically & mentally.. so many
negative things you do to somebody plays a big portion on how they act towards
life. what sucks is its never going to change.... honestly i don't know what to say
but to welcome any positive energy in your life & you use it to replace the
negative.

"God is love....share his love...the lord is judge you are cammanded to love..."

Know Better & You Will Do Better

You know the funny thing about life Is that it is
all a test.. we live to be tested & once we die the test is
over... but there are billions of people in the world but almost
half the world is failing this test.. Its like your in a class room
& you are the only one doing the test & people keep talking throwing
paper planes, laughing, yelling, hitting you... the outcome of the test will be ?
FAIL you see it relates to life because we are THE TEST , the paper & the pencil. the WORLD is the paper planes, the noise, bullying. in the real world there notified as Money, government, confused people, T.v, drugs, school!!

People are so blind because there worried about there appearance what other people want them to look like instead of being comfortable with how the like there self..then you have people stressing over money, careers, girls/boys, school & even parents some times. Then you got the name calling ugly, Merked, fat , too skinny, to good.. when everyone should be treated equally & loved the same amount but this cant be done because we have the HEARTBREAKERS to seek & destroy happiness. but it depends on how aware & strong are you to Surpass pointlessness for righteousness. If you are wondering who you are doing this for ask your self who are you doing it for when your in class?

The Teacher & your self. Which means The teacher in our life Is Most High God you see this is where the class situation is out the window because you cant depend on a teacher to make you past the test!! But all you Got to do is put your heart In God & he Will Provide For You. When You Do this Life will begin to make sense..

& trust me when this happens Love wont Come To You But True Love Will & True Happiness. & don't get me wrong this cant be done alone god will guide you when your truly ready & god will Even place certain people in your life for you to grow as a person & at times give you , you're soulmate so don't be so quick to shut people you meet! In the Bible It Says "Fight Evil With Good Deeds" live to love & help & threw positivity. where living in the last days so Lets Make a CHANGE.

"All we have to do is Reach For The Truth"
"You Can Change The World"
Michael Jackson.

Nickel & A Kiss..

Can i give you a nickel for your kiss ? or even your stare because the reminisce of your glare is what transfers my thoughts to my heart which i can express threw "tunnel of face" which means the mouth.. there's no doubt, on how unconditional you're body is.. from your arms, legs & even you're Breastist. excuse me for what i have expressed just because i admire your body does not mean i lust for sex! I'm trying to know your intellect the place in where your mind works best.. so you can teach me & i can teach you on how one head isn't better then two.. & when the rocky paths come & leads you into confusion i will be there like the light in the bulb with the solution..

please hear me out threw the "enterprise of the sides"which means your ears because what i am saying is really special & sincere!... the way to my life is you.. thoughts in my mind when I'm asleep all circulate & recline back to you.. god has place you in my life because of my hope & prayer my heaven sent queen for which i was patiently waiting for... the mate for my soul The love that is True..

between me & you i can see the future & right now i see shining lights the beautiful sea.. a land where were free.. smiles across the land... love beating abundantly... we cant fly but i see the butterfly's elevating us from the feet .. yeah its supernatural love no one cant suppress.... she's imagining the picture in her own world & i snap my fingers, as she comes back to reality her eyes shine with a twinkle i give her a nickel i told her i cant buy you with this but its a symbol of the love of my kiss... how much this nickel is worth is how much times we will share in a lifetime & when we run out i will create time travel to be right back when we first met when there was just me, you a nickel & a Kiss.

Nickel & A Kiss

the crazy things that you would do for love....

Whos World Is This?

i Noticed that the closer you get to god
the harder the devil try's to stop you. but we cant
let evil stop us from becoming good. we must pray &
repent to get to the throne of grace & remember Love Is Key

I FOUND "IT" "IN" "ME".

"When There Is Positive Help & A Sense Of Direction Always Take It No Matter Who It Is" Christopher.

"Life IS Perfect Because We Have A Choice" Forgot the Name.

"You Will Not Progress If You Choose To Give Up! Hints The Reason Why We Walk Because We Did Not Settle To Crawl".

I found something so cool you should try it!! its called Being Happy.

GOD,SELF, LOVE & THE SIGNIFICANT OTHER.

tropical supernatural intentions are what I'm going to mention

so leave your side outlets open & pay attention. you see i believe

in destiny Feeling & Overcoming, Because beauty is meant for everyone

to grasp & cherish until they perish which makes it Unlimited. People

intend to make love complicated when its one of the simplest things you can

ever encounter! I choose to reveal who i really am in my self before searching

for the rest of me in somebody else. You see when we were all placed on this earth

are purpose was to live right in the way of most high God, But also were created to "share"

that's why all the Good Things Come in "Pairs" You Ever Wonder Why we Lust? Why You Search For Things That Make You Happy? Why We try To Impress? Its because your heart is looking for its half to be whole, so it can truly cleanse the soul. hints the reason we are dependent at things we do. & if you are wondering how you will obtain or find the one don't worry you will know!!! its a feeling that's describable But at the same time words cant express its presents. chance's are you probably felt it but wanted to portray it as every other normal feeling because you choose to be blind... but unwind the mind & do Whats Right because doing so your mind, body & soul will be satisfied.

God,Self,Love & The Significant Other.

Soul Mate/True Happiness Pt1.

The division of joy the inspirational whole to
your half , unspoken but all knowen, To its delights
while the two maximise to an higher level of beauty in witch the
eyes, ears , mouth & minds speak. Soul Mate but also stated as True Love.
Your able to feel the emotion of feeling as it goes threw the maze of your veins which
direct you to your heart which beats constant energy that she gives me... i mean
the significant other. multiple people do not obtained to find there "Better Half" because
there eyes have been chosen to be sealed, Tighten... due to lack in self they chose to rebel..
with there intellect & there prespec..tive on life. You are not ready to except another until you
are able to except your self. True happiness Relies inside of you when you have this your blurry
sight will become into the eye of an eagle.

THE BEAUTIFUL THING ABOUT LIFE

& WHY IT IS PERFECT IS BECAUSE WE HAVE

A CHOICE. dont let it go to WASTE

What Ive Been Given

beautiful! no wait scratch that

lets back track to the words like exquisite,

charming,, ravishing & stunning, high definition words

for a HD girl, she is picture perfect, to the circles in my face

meaning my eyes. embrace her As you would the Sky's.

Knowledge is the key discover her & you will define the true

meaning of feeling, your heart beating rapidly as if it was

the energizer bunny! full with energy & dominated with love.

she truly is sent from above,

something so appealing like a drug going threw your veins i think

I'm bleeding, or leaking off infatuation dirty thoughts i erase with sanitation

you see this is not a girl nor women but a Lady Ive Been Given.

Make a Difference


Realize the medical flees of my memory's
international errors & political Dreams
i is & i was the future pastence of what i speak
of. lost thoughts of a fragment imagination evil lurks
the dark corners. & effects the minds of loners.

the world is out to get you but do you see it
extend your eye lids & look a bit... harder. WAKE UP!!!!
awake bet sleeping, environment calls it sleep walking. don't
be the one to follow negativity progress your mind & allow positivity
to follow. leaving light to replace the dark & love to fill the empty hearts.






Living in the last while more & more people progress in the bad.. Make A Difference

Kicking a rap> lol
yo yo yo check it mikes in the light ima bout
to wreck this. busting beats to move your feet as
the soulful vibes makes you feel complete. music to move
your main frame lyrics to hit the mind it makes you go crazy.

my apologies for taking over the scene, open the blinds because you blind
to what is seen or driven, my favorite number is 11 Excuse me while await my
next stop to heaven.

Peep The ninja Got Sounds To Support Your Needs.

Peep The T.v Got Sounds To Support Your Needs.

Emotional Depression & Intellectual Love

Born into the world without a choice, depression & confusion ever since God chose him to be on this planet full of distractions. He doesn’t understand why life is so hard. In middle school, he was treated like a punk & a chump. Everyday it seemed like his four leaf clovers have been taken away from him because he had no luck, no hope & no trust, that everything will be ok in this life time.

Then, came Junior High… First day of school, the madness started, girls made fun of his looks so he departed in tears & fear to never return again. In his mind, he uses the slightest hope, asking God “Why? Why have you cursed me. Why am I living hell on earth? Why give me more than I can barely bare?”. Trying to disport from life itself because his tears did not give him a aid of help. He learned that he can’t escape life so he walks with his head down quiet never making a sound.

Then next year came around where he’s finally in high school. Afraid of the same turn out that happened in middle school, he refrains from interacting with others, until kids his age made the first move and started communicating with him. They where in his gym class, seeing that, that was also his home room. They would always crack jokes & stuff, the presence was welcoming to the boy. But at the same time, these guys would smoke & sag their pants to the ground like the “bad boys” would do. This wasn’t the brightest light for his future, yet no one else took the time out to talk with him, so he overlooked their flaws and continued being in their presence.

A couple of days later, the boy experienced Love at first sight. This was all new to him and didn’t know what to expect. His heart was bumping & jumping like Sunday church in the morning. He got introduce & he seduced the mind time after time until she became his significant other. But he realized most things to don’t last for ever. The relationship ended in the blink of an eye that led him to the depression of self. He started skipping classes, often thinking it was the best way to forget about the relation which made it worse for him, as he progressed with no sense.
A bit later, knowledge & maturity began to kick in due to age. He finally ran back to God for a question. “Why did I live my life like this?” He fell asleep and a white light came and spoke to him. The wind sways with a delicate pressure, like opening a gateway. Where the weather is the
paper & your intellect is your pencil. Writing emotions to make the substance of feeling settle, as the earth has a stormy night, humans have anger. But the com after the storm reveals the sun; in human case we call this happiness. With life you need balance without it life would be very tragic. Where there's a will there's a way. Where there is good there "has" to be bad! Or so people think.... to the distinct mind your thoughts recline to what you been told. Love is dominant there is no wrong answer to it because with this action you always benefit. We are like the weather only because someone told you so. Strengthen your will power threw your soul,
& The information you will obtain to know. You see the weather changes of course but a pure heart stays the same. So the question existing is what is the condition of your heart? & is your mind mislead to fall apart? Life is a test to separate the pure from the dark.



I gave you a chance because you where Special…. He woke up & his mom was talking about him to her friend & she stated that when he was born he was a blue baby born with no life, but he got a second chance to live. He realized the message from the dream & noticed he was mad for all the wrong things. Love is dominant & with love there is faith with faith there is trust & with trust there is strength. He made a prayer that night & apologies for doubting & realized god just wanted him to see the light threw the dark. You see now this guy learned why his life was meant to be & if your wondering how I know this person so much is because this person was me.

you can learn alot from looking into a persons eyes. What do you learn in mines?

Soul Searching:'

Real Sound.

Before You Walk Out My Life..

look at me threw your stunner shades Am i the same male that you Claim People Portray. or Am i Considered the white dog in a pile of black slaves,

meaning a leash that controls a dogs frame of my mind & also what They Speak.

why have a frog when you can have a prince? Why be with that When you can Be With this..

why substitute something that's meant to be, for something you always see not by the looks but

the Fake personality's.

I'm real cant you see? naw if you could see then you would be the piece of light that shines next

to me. those dreaming eyes lead me into my demise, words i express can never be formed into a lie. is my mind running to far away to something that was pointless from the start, or is there hope that you will open the windows to your soul which means your eyes & give me the ability to make your emotions Fly.

"If I'm Fly & Your Fly Why Cant We BE Fly together " Jojo. But i say if your love scared & i mend hearts Why Are We Apart.. My Hand is Out & I Want You To Take It please don't be afraid.. because in your heart is where I'm meant to stay.

Before You Walk Out My Life.

Where There Is Dark There Is Light.

Here I Will STay

" Your Are A Mirror To My Soul But A Queen & now I Finally Realize What That Means" Usher.

i never thought is was possible to love another setting up for joy but always ends with a clutter, to my mind body & soul. conversations with her i seem to lose control of self... i don't need money because she is my wealth. single substance words cant express how Amazingly Awesome She is.

She Bad IN a good Way, i wouldn't have her in any other way. feelings for her are undescibable

to the point where i don't know how to aid my words into this note. mistreated & misused she has been threw. but i can honestly say with me & you there will be no negative obstacles to go threw.

i cant even front. The Happiness I awaited Has Made its Landing. from the Smile, The Voice The Soul, The Everything. Don't be afraid to fall because i will be there with my heart as a pillow & my arms As The blanket to make sure your landing is Beautiful & Ever Lasting.

Here I Will Stay

Poetry From A Special Lady (shes as beautifuil as her poetry)

Pt1. so im sittin here tryna decifer the signs cause the lord sent you in my life for a purpose of the mind, steady tryna figure out if your one of the reals cause few come around or at least thats how i feel, met you like three days ago sometime late to precise but what i wanna know is how far you'll go into my life, gotta let you know that the road gets rough and my life gets tough to the point were i can honestly say i had enough and even tho we jus met youve shown me that you care but what i gotta ask is if your cool enough to always be here?

Pt2.i cant lie im fallin
through an open window
cracked my chest open
to reveal my heart
i feel like hes here and our views collide
thats when i feel like i can see though his eyes
to have a bond is so beautiful, never seemed so pretty
i question myself, is this really real
so i gotta let go and tell him how he makes me feel
i think that possibly i may be fallin for u.. Daysha Ellis.

Reason 2 Love..

foggy visions of a path well driven.

it's intense the way they lock eyes,

beautiful & shocking like a birthday of my surprise,

delicate like the sunrise but still operates with action.

never wanting more she is the satisfaction.

treated like a test which means no distractions,

other females watch while she walks in fashion..

like a shield to a heart she is the pro- to the - tection.

with the final lesson she is the god given talent... & grace

an angel that flys with the white doves, she makes me understand

the reason to love.

My Still Life. "Late Night With The Bloods, Fun It Was".
(Click Images To Enlarge)

Q-Tip hes been talking to me these days..

so i decieded to let my teddy bear on the right

inlightin you with some of the tracks i listen to

by him. Hes Phenomenal

Single" Mind"

the wind sways with an delicate pressure. like a gateway.. where the weather is the paper & your intellect is your pencil . writing emotions to make the substance of feeling settle, as the earth has a stormy night, humans have anger. but the com after the storm reveals the sun, in human case we call this happiness.

with life you need balance without it life would be very tragic. where there's a will there's a way. where there is good there "has" to be bad! or so we think.... to the distinct mind your thoughts recline to what you been told. Love is dominant there is no wrong answer to it because with this action you always benefit.

We are like the weather only because someone told you so.. strengthen your will power threw your soul, & The information you will obtain to know. you see the weather changes no doubt but a pure heart stays the same.. so the question existing is what is the condition of your heart ? & is your mind mislead to fall apart?

negative aspect on life is what is being
shown on earth covered with a blanket no way
to Re-birth the truth. WE NEED A HERO..... NO BE A HERO.

The Rose Met The Violet


mind set back willing to love but removes from the opertunity.. in my eyes this lady is beautiful in every single way in dreams & Reality.
im not a phone person but we talk everyday. we hang up & im awaiting for the next day.
ive been acting shady but its because im afraid of making a mistake & losing my baby.
looking at my past comparing it to the future nothing changed until i saw her.


Happiness & beauty lies within us. but U are my S so put the words together & there will be the noun to why im writing this letter.

blury vision but you are my glasses what i been missing but i finally found it. so bad on my part when i doubt it. i fall in like fast but for you i will yellow light it. i created a black cloud over something that was absoulte. nevertheless my eyes are unsealed so i will be true to what i fill.

"dont ruin a Good Thing Because your afraid or because of pride, it just leads you from another emotion happiness.. angels come dime a dozen dont let them fly away. ." Christopher Martin.

The Rose Met The Violet....

Went on a outting It Was Beautiful OutSide. Never knew a Walk Can feel so Nice! Theres Many Photography To Be shown But as We Progress. So Will The Still Life.

The Note Wonder.
"One Cannot flee Without Completing There Duty."

let me know

sitting here thinking of who i became
a child with a goal but missing a piece of his soul.
i know who i want to become but I'm having trouble becoming
it... could this mean that its not my time yet or im missing apart of the puzzle
i seem to be landing in trouble through the paths in my mind. i think i found love
but im not for sure if you want to be mine..

so i express the words threw this post wondering if you should know. your in my dreams
haunting me with your beauty. words cant describe my feelings i hold inside just waiting on a girl who is ready to obtain my love.. she got me like the sky gots its sun & i got her like flees on a dog lol she cool but i want to know these words from you.

wondering how im going to make it
in this life. its a hard game we are playing
one mistake that you make can end everything with
no reset option..

your life is an unique & delicate asset.
set your goals high & never settle for less

iT speakS volumeS

The-Note-Wonder

"ER"

should i take you on your offer lead me to the path labeled "SUFFER"

or should i continue my path of "HIGHER" learning where theres always room to "WONDER"

i just really want to "UNCOVER" the path to my truth of who i am..

I was told i am going obtain my destination but i really wish it came "SOONER" then "LATER"

"WATER" is clear but so is juice ones sweet but the "OTHER" is "MORE" healthy for you.

the intellect for UNDERstanding is what I've been CATERing to. many more to figure out.

until then i will continue to be a "BLOGGER"

iN'dooR eclipsE

Sex Before Dinner !lool ( i had to try something different)

skin to skin... the moisture of your
lips... touching mine for the very first
time, metaphorical intuition kicking in
our senses are aroused.. the sexual tension starts to levitate in the
air.. moaning as i Feel your body hitting the right spots
as the musical snare.

with my gentle hands i remove the hair from your face
seeing the beauty that got me in this place.. i begin to smile
& approach the neck like a Dracula, which had her feeling fab-u-lous,
i Begin to unravel the outer material , moving slow motion as if where in
a movie sequel. we finally get to the condom ! safe way is the best way (y) if you don't want to have you Jr fall off & reported on layaway lol we finally break the bonds within us with all the lust she has apart of me.. as i do for her, i leave her with a last kiss & realized

the clock strikes 5 & i got to run back home for dinner!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pennie For Your Thoughts

can i give a Pennie for your mind
can you help me recline my emotions
that i hide. make me wiggle & twiggle to
the lyrical mind frame of fortune. i desire whats inside
you not from the bottom but from the top. cling to my thoughts
with your first shot. attracted to the volumes that flow out your mouth,
the sound waves finds its way to my ears.. as if you are the water & i am the Sponge.

at the counter with a pocket full change ready to buy unlimited amounts of what you think. I'm
surprised to be on cloud 9... yeah the outer shell is beauty at its finesse but I'm Lost, Caught, Fought & dogged Out of words For Your Thoughts So Girl Have it All.

My Pennies For Your Thoughts

An Angel? Or My Future Self

I finished work yesterday just a regular hot day like any other
& i witnessed this man. he was in the bus shelter cutting his nails.
he looked very put together. he got off his seat & progressed to a lady
sitting in the hot sun & escorted her to the shelter for some shade he thought
that since he was there she prob didn't want to go to the shelter. then after he came
to me & Said " You are eating fries & did not even bother to ask if anyone wanted any"i apologized & offered him fries he laughs aLittle & says " that was my way of making conversation. we began to talk he told me he is 78 years old & turning 79 in December but people say he looks good for the age which he doze.! it is true he began to tell me how much he loved his gran kids.. then he told me about his wife that passed away & how the first time he met her he sang a song to her. he began to express the words. it was deep & i know she loved it!

he began to tell me how the "cracks On the Street are Formed" how the cars moving & turning create movement to the floor & create more cracks & dents" i was lost for a second until he explained that it was a metaphor for life, The Road OF Life he pronounced it. which meant that we are the cars creating damage to are lives. it was deep so much more to explain but I'll keep it for myself for now he had to catch his bus so I'll see him again someday.

i think it was a sign from god because he changed me in away & the Funny part is i saw a reflection of my self when i was conversing with him... his name was John.

Episode 3

With Out The Flesh (Our Soul)