Friday, July 31, 2009

THE RELATIONSHIP SERIES ima upload 1 everyday so enjoy (why guys cheat)

Open Your Arms..


I got to dig into my darkside to find light

nothing seems to be going right... i write with no emotion

I talk As if i am not gods creation... my heart detonated with explosions.

in my dreams i escape into the glare of the ocean... its so com and relaxen

why cant my mind, Body & Soul Feel this way. What am i trying to obey other then

gods price to pay...


when im alone i feel hot, bothered & unwelcomed... cant sleep on the outside

so my objective is to fix whats wrong on the inside..


yall just need to understand im not sprung, hung , or drunk i just need a HUG..........



Open Your Arms

what does it tell you?

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The Golden Distination

its almost 2:00am something is not right in my head
i cant sleep when i lay in bed...my soul is not feeling
right could it be my appetite.. or its will power to fight.
god please let me know... could it be me looking for love while im still
putting back the pieces of my heart together..! or could it be me not having
something to look forward to.

maybe i should make a to do list, marked 1.find who i am and my purpose on this earth , 2. have her in my arms where she belongs 3, make as many people happy as i can each day, 4. change my skys from a different color then just grey. 5,finally obtaining happyness... the question existing " Why Is It So Hard" maybe god is testing my faith, will power & wisdom. i do try to overcome the obstacles but i guess i needa try harder.

my father i ask for your guideness and wisdom i dont think i can do this alone i need my self completed before i make other options. in the lord i trust so i refuse to give up. with no confrontation i gota reach my " Golden Destination"

Remember The Rain...

Chris - I Love Her lol !!!!!!!!!you can hear it better with good head phones!

This is the first song i ever wrote i remembered it except for "dont Touch Me" wasnt suppose to be in there lol and i was off beat and in my bored voice so laugh it up :D

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

...........Let Me Save You.........


Super Duper is what they will call me! Leaping over people
Like Spalding. I got the power to make you smile & to make a lousy day worth wild I can make a poor man into a millionaire. I can make you from here to over there I can bring joy & still be Fair…
I rock a heart on my chest because with this I can spread it while they cherish it. You don’t need money , objects.. all you need is love there are many types but not to worry I got all kinds.
Let Me Save You.

They Say Blood Is More Thicker Then Water."Family"




In God I Trust


pointers

My Room!.!







Tommy The Bike Of Adventure!





Been A Minute But Ima Hit Yall With My Still life Photos Today so Look Out for it

Girl You Should Know


Girl I ain’t pimp, girl I ain’t a player, no
I ain’t tryina move too fast so I’m just gonna take it slow
Girl I just wanna know
What would happen if we made love
Would we have the same feelings when we wake up
Will be still spends hours on the phone
Wishing we was alone
Would you speak to me in a totally different tone
I know but, I guarantee two thing in life
One is death and the other is I can change you whole life in one night
Doing wrong always feels so right."Drake"

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Can Yall Feel Me!?


i feel like a new man today
when in reality its just a regular day!
why do i feel this way? met this girl yeah i said
it.. i met this girl and she been on my mind so much that this should be classified
as crime... the sun shines bright as if god created this solar star today..
birds chirping , kids playing , the wind is flowing.

who would of thought this one female can give off such an effect on guy like me
when ever i see her my throat gets dry! man im feeling thirsty ... im tounge tied when she walks by..a man told me he was gona knock me out! Amazingly i didnt care i kept smilling at him lol

i must be on a drug... crack? naw ? weed? naw... i got older & my Knowledge grew and i realized the whole time it was you.

Yall Feel Me?

Friday, July 24, 2009

Picture This


Picuture the Skys Made Out Of Paper.. it can cater to our
likeing. picuture the abundent wind being positive energy
so depression will never be a factor. picture the ground we walk
on as golden brown sand as it becomes gentel and polite to progress on.
picuture people as flawless as an angel but still differnt like the rainbow.

Picture every shelter as beautiful as life & Worth One Million Dollars.. picture
our parents being our number 1 fan and the kids being obedient but still lenient..
picuture relation ships being ever lasting with no hurt or mean out burst's..

picture us living in a world where anything is possible where there is no such thing
as an obstacle..

Picture This.

"dont always follow what you hear this world is more extravagant then it appears"
Chris.Martin

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Black Box


trapped in a box man im feeling hot..
theres no air wholes for my thoughts to escape
or for my lungs sake... is this the end ?
sweat starts to fall tears start to drop..
body starts to collapse...all hopes has been
revamped.. on the verge of dying from suffercation
until i Wake up ! And Noitce The Reason For The NightMare
Was Because My Angel Wasnt Here! her throat was dry so she
invited her self to a drink.. lol

Black Box

Style Is Like A Brand Of Sneakers Theres Always Going To Be Something New!

Thursday, July 16, 2009


Lyfe Jennings - Will I Ever (Official Music Video) - Click here for more home videos

Ask My Self This Question Everyday...

A Tast Of What Angles Can Make You Say!!








"love bug or should i say bug love you see my thoughts r in rotation fixed relations have become broken drop rains of water only makes my eye sight much harder till dawn break i never seem to escape.. so baby if where together can you take away the pain make me speak clear even when i got braces in my face? like storms and high rise & dust to bling will you be my nadine..."






Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Its Beautiful

I Shared Some Tears These Past Weeks Life’s Been Hard …. Real Hard.. As If I had It bad From The Start. Seeing The True Side Of A lot oF things As If Fragments Of Life Is Just A Meer Fling… I’m Standing on a ground that ain’t stable… I’m flying in the summer with no vacation I’m lusting for happiness …. While I’m transforming into my imagination… it’s a unclear thought its impossible to hit the right spots… My Eyes See Many Loss Then Gain , I feel More Pain In Where I Came And For Women I Got A Empty Heart That I wanna Lend You But Love don’t buy Shit So Right Now I Love This Pencil… But “I Don’t Want To Get To LOUD WIT IT I just hope I make you proud wit it”Today I found out life is beautiful thing but in order experience life’s true beauty you have to pay a visit to its ugly dark side .. you might fall apart but if your strong you will exceed far!Like Stevie on the keys.. isley on the strings every time I see her it reminds me of these things every time I see you it reminds me of my dreams everything Is fine I hope I find you when I leave just be cause I style they think I ain’t broken n just because I smile they be thinking I be joking I pass on the blunt and niggaz think I be smoking ….Sit a bit pray more thank you for this day lord I only answer to you so I shouldn’t have to say more….I told you it was Beautiful ....

Clear Eyes


Its Time For Change So I Close My Eyes & Change My Mind Frame