If God Was a Her/Liberation

Shine leads to Blind which reforms to Satisfied, transfigured my mind from dust to dawn when I'm turned off the touch of her presents turns me on, not in a sexual way but from an headosexual way, she plays with my brain cells telepathically, so i cant make a call because shes booked up in my thoughts, its a connection at first sight i try to decipher the signal to disconnect but the power of this hardrive is to much to handle, or control not even the scientist's co- scientist's can reform a formula and even pharmacy's cant even give an remedy to reduce this beauty.

she speaks the future for my life, erases the past so I'm made new to the light,this is an devotion of an lifestyle the path of heaven is where we walk, the crowd goes wild, people whisper and talk "look at her she makes the clock stop" "wow her energy projects sounds that feel like an bass but still smooth like the skin of an baby's face" when I'm with her my mind creates.... to be creative, everything i need is in her, i can be quenched off her voice and short of hunger in the glare of her eyes that fulfill me through my soul, she made me understand that knowledge is better then silver and gold.

Its a bond that will never be gone how can you cheat on something that makes you complete doing so will decrease your will to grow the seeds to adversity which leads to an blossom of positivity, do you understand me! its not from the mind but the heart is where i choose to speak, i don't think before i talk because i base voice on what i feel, if theirs no feeling then its not made real, do you digg? or are you under the influence to block what I'm saying because your ears are afraid to listen. can you handle the truth? or are you weak, to the point where you only withstand lies? Love is pure but the name as been slaughtered and now is confused for the word lust. If an relationship is based a physical attraction that couple will turn into evaporation..

The bible says: to not except correction is to be a fool, so correct me if I'm wrong.. I'm here for y'all lets welcome and spread love, not destroy and corrupt it. STAND UP If you want change and SIT DOWN if you believe where meant to have a negative mind state. My Name Is Christopher Jermain Martin and i am going to embrace my change. i hope you do the same.

God Bless 1Love.

as i type on the key board to the locked door of my life, i think of the struggles i have over come

& so much i have sacrificed for peoples needs, greed and even burning up nature! . for materialistic items like money, people will sell their souls... but all the money in the world couldn't make me happy because it operates on the outside but it is too oblivious to know anything from within, which is where the spirit resides. And for the people that don't know, your soul is your true self and the way you truly please your self is with God which is the one who created us, you must find your self in our Father in order to be happy for eternity because you cannot please your self forever with something that does not even last forever for starters... everything on this earth is just for the moment except for three things.. God, self and Love.

Listen, for every minute you Pay attention to them you lose Change to get your life back in Order again, & for everything you run away from you lose breath to try & motivate your self for what's up ahead called your future.. there's a quote people say called "get in where you fit in" but since when was okay to put are selfs around negative things that make us lower as a person! when god made us to rise to the occasion.. life aint life no more.. its a mission.. to save yourself & others around you, we are living in the end times so who are you going to follow, one wrong move will leave your head living hallow but realization is the medical kit to heal your mistakes & to deliver you to grace in any situation.

& for my Beautiful, Intelligent, Inspiring, Heartfelt, Queens DONT let these guys take your smile because truth is we would be nothing without you! Ladies you think men are the answer when the truth is you are the only way, be strong, independent & never settle for less because without females, men are breathless like an heartless chest!Be aware of the things your getting your self into there is no need to rush a relationship; time is a very important asset so why misuse valuable time on someone that does not appreciate you instead of someone that is truly worth your time. There is someone who cares about your heart & not just your body parts, you are all trophies a man should be proud to have, so if your on the ground get back up again & find the escalator thats destination is to bring you up to the top. We are allergic to anything thats brings us low thats why we are depressed,stressed,drained & tired those not emotions those are symptoms you catch when your moving away from the positivity, and associating yourself with negative.

But ladies in order to receive respect and love from a male you must first find this within yourself.

"Woman was created from the rib of man. She was not made from his head to be above him,

nor was she made from his feet to be trampled on. She was created out of his side to equal him,
under his arm to be protected by him and near his heart to be loved."

GodBless
Thanks to Summer for contributing her perspective because two heads are better than one

" i need somebody who will stand by me, Threw the good times & bad times she will always be right there.." Beauty to the galaxy because she is out of this world, from the first day we met i knew she was the one... But you can never be truly ready for something when you have no experience.. seems like yesterday when i was to shy to say hi & when i talked i would never look you in the eye.. you where a sight that even scientist couldn't figure out, man.... from the way she walks to the way she talks i was bound to get caught up..

it was young love but my heart dreamed big, we been threw the storm & you drifted away.. but when you love something you should never give up on it because to give up on her is to give up On life plus she's my motivational thought for me to write... we reached paths again! & i told my self i would be a Rock that stands firmly in her life... I was on the pursuit of happiness & i reached my destination..

And what i would like to say is we seen the sun, the rainbows & the birds, From the kiss in the street i will be that concrete to protect, care, love & clear that blocked road of life for you, but when the rain comes do you think you can handle it? my best interest is in you so lets stop dodging the rain & start walking with faith because my love will shelter you with its warm embrace.

p.s Everything feels so right , but If I took a step further what would happen?" you wouldn't have to look no further because everything you need is in me...

Sorry For Not Posting Frequently since its
march break i promise to Make a post everyday
so stay tuned.

In The Name Of Jesus
Spiritual more then sensual purifies my soul
as it glows in the dark, the night cant stop my shine
i was told by the most high that we are the reflection of him
because we are the children created in his grace higher above men,
we are all brothers & sisters & we have one father,

he created this earth, the grass, the beautiful sky, the calm ocean, the gentle touch
of the wind as it hugs your skin, beauty upon beauty & blessings upon blessings
how can you treat something so positive & beneficial loving understanding & forgiving,
like it does not exist, don't you know he died for are sins, nailed down on the cross on hand to hand & feet to feet Blood pouring out of his body like water releasing from a sponge whipped acrossed his back, forced to put on a crown of spikes on his head, carried the cross while getting tortured for people to have a chance to be in heaven with are heavenly father.

God made his perfect Son suffer in a life where we did not deserve his kindness & abundance.. he suffered in flesh & in spirit and what i realised is that spirit would be 1000 times worse & more then it would in flesh & we have time to trample all over his name! to keep living the path that he died for us to stop! i realised when you have been given such an effort of love people intend on taking advantage of it.. but i say STOP! & REALISE WHAT YOUR DOING, before its to late... because i can honestly tell you are father & the son is on there way & honestly are you going to give into the Wolf in sheep's clothing & wait till they come to want to change? when it will be to late, or start now giving your Life to him with the dirty person you are because god will wash you clean with his touch, the holy spirit & the blood of the lamp, IN THE NAME OF JESUS

I Love You With All My Heart Even If I Didnt Know You

Responsibility... something we should all have, taking owner ship
in the hard ships that reach our path, being a leader & learning not to follow the other person because the person inside you is more important, stop sitting around making life pass you by,

the generation of today is Lazy, Crazy, Silly & Dirty to say the least make something of your self, get off your behind, & give it a try read a book, go for a walk , spend time with your family, learn about your self so you can better your self we cant make a difference if we don't do anything different,

work on your interior because your exterior will fade away...