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Emotional Depression & Intellectual Love

Born into the world without a choice, depression & confusion ever since God chose him to be on this planet full of distractions. He doesn’t understand why life is so hard. In middle school, he was treated like a punk & a chump. Everyday it seemed like his four leaf clovers have been taken away from him because he had no luck, no hope & no trust, that everything will be ok in this life time.

Then, came Junior High… First day of school, the madness started, girls made fun of his looks so he departed in tears & fear to never return again. In his mind, he uses the slightest hope, asking God “Why? Why have you cursed me. Why am I living hell on earth? Why give me more than I can barely bare?”. Trying to disport from life itself because his tears did not give him a aid of help. He learned that he can’t escape life so he walks with his head down quiet never making a sound.

Then next year came around where he’s finally in high school. Afraid of the same turn out that happened in middle school, he refrains from interacting with others, until kids his age made the first move and started communicating with him. They where in his gym class, seeing that, that was also his home room. They would always crack jokes & stuff, the presence was welcoming to the boy. But at the same time, these guys would smoke & sag their pants to the ground like the “bad boys” would do. This wasn’t the brightest light for his future, yet no one else took the time out to talk with him, so he overlooked their flaws and continued being in their presence.

A couple of days later, the boy experienced Love at first sight. This was all new to him and didn’t know what to expect. His heart was bumping & jumping like Sunday church in the morning. He got introduce & he seduced the mind time after time until she became his significant other. But he realized most things to don’t last for ever. The relationship ended in the blink of an eye that led him to the depression of self. He started skipping classes, often thinking it was the best way to forget about the relation which made it worse for him, as he progressed with no sense.
A bit later, knowledge & maturity began to kick in due to age. He finally ran back to God for a question. “Why did I live my life like this?” He fell asleep and a white light came and spoke to him. The wind sways with a delicate pressure, like opening a gateway. Where the weather is the
paper & your intellect is your pencil. Writing emotions to make the substance of feeling settle, as the earth has a stormy night, humans have anger. But the com after the storm reveals the sun; in human case we call this happiness. With life you need balance without it life would be very tragic. Where there's a will there's a way. Where there is good there "has" to be bad! Or so people think.... to the distinct mind your thoughts recline to what you been told. Love is dominant there is no wrong answer to it because with this action you always benefit. We are like the weather only because someone told you so. Strengthen your will power threw your soul,
& The information you will obtain to know. You see the weather changes of course but a pure heart stays the same. So the question existing is what is the condition of your heart? & is your mind mislead to fall apart? Life is a test to separate the pure from the dark.



I gave you a chance because you where Special…. He woke up & his mom was talking about him to her friend & she stated that when he was born he was a blue baby born with no life, but he got a second chance to live. He realized the message from the dream & noticed he was mad for all the wrong things. Love is dominant & with love there is faith with faith there is trust & with trust there is strength. He made a prayer that night & apologies for doubting & realized god just wanted him to see the light threw the dark. You see now this guy learned why his life was meant to be & if your wondering how I know this person so much is because this person was me.