let me know

sitting here thinking of who i became
a child with a goal but missing a piece of his soul.
i know who i want to become but I'm having trouble becoming
it... could this mean that its not my time yet or im missing apart of the puzzle
i seem to be landing in trouble through the paths in my mind. i think i found love
but im not for sure if you want to be mine..

so i express the words threw this post wondering if you should know. your in my dreams
haunting me with your beauty. words cant describe my feelings i hold inside just waiting on a girl who is ready to obtain my love.. she got me like the sky gots its sun & i got her like flees on a dog lol she cool but i want to know these words from you.

wondering how im going to make it
in this life. its a hard game we are playing
one mistake that you make can end everything with
no reset option..

your life is an unique & delicate asset.
set your goals high & never settle for less

iT speakS volumeS

The-Note-Wonder

"ER"

should i take you on your offer lead me to the path labeled "SUFFER"

or should i continue my path of "HIGHER" learning where theres always room to "WONDER"

i just really want to "UNCOVER" the path to my truth of who i am..

I was told i am going obtain my destination but i really wish it came "SOONER" then "LATER"

"WATER" is clear but so is juice ones sweet but the "OTHER" is "MORE" healthy for you.

the intellect for UNDERstanding is what I've been CATERing to. many more to figure out.

until then i will continue to be a "BLOGGER"

iN'dooR eclipsE

Sex Before Dinner !lool ( i had to try something different)

skin to skin... the moisture of your
lips... touching mine for the very first
time, metaphorical intuition kicking in
our senses are aroused.. the sexual tension starts to levitate in the
air.. moaning as i Feel your body hitting the right spots
as the musical snare.

with my gentle hands i remove the hair from your face
seeing the beauty that got me in this place.. i begin to smile
& approach the neck like a Dracula, which had her feeling fab-u-lous,
i Begin to unravel the outer material , moving slow motion as if where in
a movie sequel. we finally get to the condom ! safe way is the best way (y) if you don't want to have you Jr fall off & reported on layaway lol we finally break the bonds within us with all the lust she has apart of me.. as i do for her, i leave her with a last kiss & realized

the clock strikes 5 & i got to run back home for dinner!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pennie For Your Thoughts

can i give a Pennie for your mind
can you help me recline my emotions
that i hide. make me wiggle & twiggle to
the lyrical mind frame of fortune. i desire whats inside
you not from the bottom but from the top. cling to my thoughts
with your first shot. attracted to the volumes that flow out your mouth,
the sound waves finds its way to my ears.. as if you are the water & i am the Sponge.

at the counter with a pocket full change ready to buy unlimited amounts of what you think. I'm
surprised to be on cloud 9... yeah the outer shell is beauty at its finesse but I'm Lost, Caught, Fought & dogged Out of words For Your Thoughts So Girl Have it All.

My Pennies For Your Thoughts

An Angel? Or My Future Self

I finished work yesterday just a regular hot day like any other
& i witnessed this man. he was in the bus shelter cutting his nails.
he looked very put together. he got off his seat & progressed to a lady
sitting in the hot sun & escorted her to the shelter for some shade he thought
that since he was there she prob didn't want to go to the shelter. then after he came
to me & Said " You are eating fries & did not even bother to ask if anyone wanted any"i apologized & offered him fries he laughs aLittle & says " that was my way of making conversation. we began to talk he told me he is 78 years old & turning 79 in December but people say he looks good for the age which he doze.! it is true he began to tell me how much he loved his gran kids.. then he told me about his wife that passed away & how the first time he met her he sang a song to her. he began to express the words. it was deep & i know she loved it!

he began to tell me how the "cracks On the Street are Formed" how the cars moving & turning create movement to the floor & create more cracks & dents" i was lost for a second until he explained that it was a metaphor for life, The Road OF Life he pronounced it. which meant that we are the cars creating damage to are lives. it was deep so much more to explain but I'll keep it for myself for now he had to catch his bus so I'll see him again someday.

i think it was a sign from god because he changed me in away & the Funny part is i saw a reflection of my self when i was conversing with him... his name was John.

Episode 3

With Out The Flesh (Our Soul)

Tools 4 Good but Have Been Used For Evil

Remember That.

Heart of gold is what i have. interceptions are the senses of my
brain that Progress to relax.. i came to conclusion don't pay attention
to Stupid, meaningless & downgrading words that you get from people.
because at the end of the day its what you think about your self. people
that act like there better then the next or make fun of other people are straight up
whack & lack something they wish they had.

You are all in a higher Class then those fools making there self's look like imbeciles so they
will look cool. God Made everyone in there own special way so keep your smile & everything about you & no matter what. at times it may so impossible or untrue but its a proven fact that somewhere out THERES SOMEONE that is MENT FOR YOU & IS LOOKING for someone EXACTLY LIKE YOU.

Remember That.

Getting Over A Relationship Episode4 Coming Soon.