why do we love?
why do we trust?
why do we lie?
why cant bonds last forever?
why Do we Give Are Heart to someone we Think we Know But Have no understanding of how a person really is?
Few of many Questions I Need Answers To..
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010

are flesh is here for the moment, but it determines where are soul will go for eternity.20 minutes ago clear
Friday, February 5, 2010

I had a talk with a black teacher today which made me really
have an eye opener on life, He made me realize how are "race" the blacks make them self's lower as people when its bad enuff that we are already stereo typed.. guys are sagging there pants etc. he told me back in the day he use to swear alot till one day
he chopped a girl and she asked him "why do you swear so much?" and he replied "because i am so good at it" Then she stated " No ! people that swear alot have a short vocabulary so to make up for the big words OR the Proper Usage of speaking they intend to swear because there mind is limited of a certain amount of words. he swore blind that she was wrong so he tried & wasn't able to do it! so he began to study & better his self which i thought was so interesting & enticing. Another teacher spoke to me & said its a shame that if you ask most males whens the last time you read a book for the sake of it from start to finish... & they cant remember or recall when they did... theres so much more to it but the ending result to this is don't follow your peers if there not helping you become a better person then who you are today. stop sagging your pants, read books to better your vocab, learn about your background as black youth we are so underrated & have such a bad name,& are stereo typed on a whole different level so lets prove to these people that we are not Good for nothing people, We are people With POWER, KNOWEDLGE, SOUL & LOVE. Lets Make a Stand And make something of our self's.
BLACK HISTORY MONTH. Let The Naps Show While Our Minds Grow
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
In My Mind

intellectual Thoughts Strike the brain Like an Snake with no hesitation, emotions begin to roll down hill as if being happy was put on a stand still.. is this another sequel to the next chapter to life or is it a constant battle between Whats Wrong & whats right. Therese a million man march going on in my head with self.. desirable interceptions & confessions just dying to get out. this feeling that I'm feeling is called depression mixed
with Confusion which creates a new substance By the name of diffusion...
The split between ying & yang, Good & evil.. Officially Trapped in the middle but what lies
there is nothing.. so is that what I'm classified as? Please Let me know...Dying To find the purpose to my destination.. we cant run away from destiny.. so do i give up?
do i drop the water in the dry desert? or do i evaporate in the rays Of the Sun?... All hope is lost
i am alone, I am Cold, i am blind in the darkness with a broken mind & a lost heart.. over worked by thoughts of diffusion which remains to this conclusion " Kill Your Self" Squeezing On my neck Ever so Tightly Until i pass out... in the aroma of darkness i see a light the more i reach the closer the light approaches until in a split second a hand appears i cant see but i can feel the strong hold of the grip.. & a voice speaks .. " Life is the ultimate game of Preparation,
The test Of the worthy this road will not be easy if you don't have faith in me.. you must live in the world but not be of it. i am with you in your Mind, body, & Soul let me live threw the power of fusion & i will erase diffusion, You must not except anything unless it is from the heavens...My Son You will be a slave in your own mind until you realize that your heart is the destination to freedom."
An Explosion Of Feelings i never used woke me up.. Called Love, Faith & Hope These are your tools To Obtain true happiness Use it so you wont have to experience negativity.. & when it comes fight it off with the opposite, which is positivity
1Love
intellectual Thoughts Strike the brain Like an Snake with no hesitation, emotions begin to roll down hill as if being happy was put on a stand still.. is this another sequel to the next chapter to life or is it a constant battle between Whats Wrong & whats right. Therese a million man march going on in my head with self.. desirable interceptions & confessions just dying to get out. this feeling that I'm feeling is called depression mixed
with Confusion which creates a new substance By the name of diffusion...
The split between ying & yang, Good & evil.. Officially Trapped in the middle but what lies
there is nothing.. so is that what I'm classified as? Please Let me know...Dying To find the purpose to my destination.. we cant run away from destiny.. so do i give up?
do i drop the water in the dry desert? or do i evaporate in the rays Of the Sun?... All hope is lost
i am alone, I am Cold, i am blind in the darkness with a broken mind & a lost heart.. over worked by thoughts of diffusion which remains to this conclusion " Kill Your Self" Squeezing On my neck Ever so Tightly Until i pass out... in the aroma of darkness i see a light the more i reach the closer the light approaches until in a split second a hand appears i cant see but i can feel the strong hold of the grip.. & a voice speaks .. " Life is the ultimate game of Preparation,
The test Of the worthy this road will not be easy if you don't have faith in me.. you must live in the world but not be of it. i am with you in your Mind, body, & Soul let me live threw the power of fusion & i will erase diffusion, You must not except anything unless it is from the heavens...My Son You will be a slave in your own mind until you realize that your heart is the destination to freedom."
An Explosion Of Feelings i never used woke me up.. Called Love, Faith & Hope These are your tools To Obtain true happiness Use it so you wont have to experience negativity.. & when it comes fight it off with the opposite, which is positivity
1Love
political infection to the mind attracted by the bright lights, Beauty & the signs..
why do we follow the followers Why don't we choose to become a leader? so many
humans run away from the word original as if it was the curse of the world, not knowing
that its one of the few things that separate us from every body else, don't be afraid to be different. Have a mind of your own instead of becoming an android in this everyday society
Whats good guys i hope your enjoying the blog feel free to comment the Post & to ask me any questions about anything & i will be more then happy to help.
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Stay tuned.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Conversation
can i conversate with you ? or does your mind confine you to react with
no sense to the opposite sex, when all that's trying to progress is an complex suggestion.. can we be friends? you know be there for one another like a brother or a sister the only difference is we are not blood but even if so it would not make us any closer. as i try to remain your composure a statement pops up in the back of my head "Fuck it" when i just want to love it or her because they deserve to be refereed to as an female not a 2 letter word that we use for objects that don't matter. i want to truly flatter you grace with the words that i say.
its hard for you to trust because your past was unlucky with your encounters of what we call dumbys twining your mind making you feel as if your loved when in reality you are being a test run... i don't mean to come off harsh but its the truth & how do you think we as good guys feel when we just want to conversate with you? curious to know how your day went or whats negative in your life so we can use are higher learning to change that into a positive experience.
you can never know what happens in the night but you still choose to walk the streets, what I'm trying to say is we never know the outcome of things but we still choose to do it because you either get a learning experience, a life changing experience or an everlasting love.
so as i walk away from you just know i had no bad intentions i just wanted to conversate with you...
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