Tuesday, August 4, 2009
A Step At A Time
Heavy Brain cells penetrating together
it cluster's my thoughts. i cant focus on the task
at hand saving the world was my master plan.. impossible
task i know... but i wish i can get as much things as i can done before
its my time to go...
we only live once so make the best of it in a good way because people will take
these words and run off & go crazy.. I'm getting older realization is starting to become
a factor. i use too write with emotion but due to the commotions i cant even tap in to my mind state for the pen to open... stress.boredom. i got to get out of it cause this era of depression is evaporating my destination.
I'm going to be real with y'all & lay It On Line While i Take It A Step At A Time..
Sirhc.
it cluster's my thoughts. i cant focus on the task
at hand saving the world was my master plan.. impossible
task i know... but i wish i can get as much things as i can done before
its my time to go...
we only live once so make the best of it in a good way because people will take
these words and run off & go crazy.. I'm getting older realization is starting to become
a factor. i use too write with emotion but due to the commotions i cant even tap in to my mind state for the pen to open... stress.boredom. i got to get out of it cause this era of depression is evaporating my destination.
I'm going to be real with y'all & lay It On Line While i Take It A Step At A Time..
Sirhc.
Monday, August 3, 2009
The Final Quote On Love
As You May know The Way My Flow Goes
i decieded to put love on hold! you may know i
am a very nice guy some say im to nice At Times as if it
was a crime. maybe they want a hardbody person who dosnt know
how to treat them calling them bitch as if they where a pet. Or being REGULATED
which shows the man is in charge. to be honest with you i dont play that card im the type
of guy thats intrested in how you feeling loven you everychance i get cause there is no better feeling. going out just to sit on an mountain just to look at the stars and talk. a person your mom can say shes proud of. a person who choose not to have sex but to make love because it shows a meaningful and deeper connection. i guess you can say im a gentelmen. but at the sametime i hold my ground took me awhile to be able to but im there now.
theres this girl I know i act different towards compared to most girls which is intresting because she left me for another guy and i always asked my self why..but i didnt leave like i always do i stayed around and always made sure shes cool! nice guy eh? yeah i know lol even when she be giving the cussing and dissing AMAZINGLY i stayed around ! until a recent argument where i did not care.. how i felt was shes taking my kindness for weakness & prob thought i can be regulated WRONG! lol i didnt cuss tho amazingly. just thought it wasnt worth it.. her birthday came along and we where in the same presents & i thought ima be the bigger person & make the first move cause i cant front deep down i missed her! well i said my peace and she apologiesd & viseversa we was huging and boy i could of held her in my arms all day lol but there has to be a reason why im still in her life all this time...
now its at the stage where she is trying to overcome from ay break up dude was a waster yute indead but its still hard for her to flee but clearly she can front all she like i know she feeling the kid & she knows ima hold her down like the queen she is. but she needs a extra boost to take that step.
so yah the latest & the last in my love update what you guys think is going to happen? im on the fence ! but ima keep bloggin for yall just not with love. alright live life.
The Final Quote On Love
i decieded to put love on hold! you may know i
am a very nice guy some say im to nice At Times as if it
was a crime. maybe they want a hardbody person who dosnt know
how to treat them calling them bitch as if they where a pet. Or being REGULATED
which shows the man is in charge. to be honest with you i dont play that card im the type
of guy thats intrested in how you feeling loven you everychance i get cause there is no better feeling. going out just to sit on an mountain just to look at the stars and talk. a person your mom can say shes proud of. a person who choose not to have sex but to make love because it shows a meaningful and deeper connection. i guess you can say im a gentelmen. but at the sametime i hold my ground took me awhile to be able to but im there now.
theres this girl I know i act different towards compared to most girls which is intresting because she left me for another guy and i always asked my self why..but i didnt leave like i always do i stayed around and always made sure shes cool! nice guy eh? yeah i know lol even when she be giving the cussing and dissing AMAZINGLY i stayed around ! until a recent argument where i did not care.. how i felt was shes taking my kindness for weakness & prob thought i can be regulated WRONG! lol i didnt cuss tho amazingly. just thought it wasnt worth it.. her birthday came along and we where in the same presents & i thought ima be the bigger person & make the first move cause i cant front deep down i missed her! well i said my peace and she apologiesd & viseversa we was huging and boy i could of held her in my arms all day lol but there has to be a reason why im still in her life all this time...
now its at the stage where she is trying to overcome from ay break up dude was a waster yute indead but its still hard for her to flee but clearly she can front all she like i know she feeling the kid & she knows ima hold her down like the queen she is. but she needs a extra boost to take that step.
so yah the latest & the last in my love update what you guys think is going to happen? im on the fence ! but ima keep bloggin for yall just not with love. alright live life.
The Final Quote On Love
Sunday, August 2, 2009
"Theres Nothing Left "
theres nuffing left in ya heart
& theres no more steps i can walk..
i seen for my self what love can do now
that your gone im in love with you.. i seen it for myself
when i saw you with him.. i feel like i wont see you again..
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Why..
why do good things come to people who
wait? why cant we just obtain what is rightfully
ours. why do good guys finish last when where there the good guys.
why do girls reject the perfect guy for them & go straight to the
guy that will hurt them in the end. why is it so hard to get out of a
relationship even when the guy cheated missused or abused them. Why
is apperance such a main factor in our life time.
why are black youth causing a rukus & given other black people bad names for
us. why cant we all love one another why cant there just be ying instead of yang.
why Cant i Just Be With You..
wait? why cant we just obtain what is rightfully
ours. why do good guys finish last when where there the good guys.
why do girls reject the perfect guy for them & go straight to the
guy that will hurt them in the end. why is it so hard to get out of a
relationship even when the guy cheated missused or abused them. Why
is apperance such a main factor in our life time.
why are black youth causing a rukus & given other black people bad names for
us. why cant we all love one another why cant there just be ying instead of yang.
why Cant i Just Be With You..
Friday, July 31, 2009
Open Your Arms..
I got to dig into my darkside to find light
nothing seems to be going right... i write with no emotion
I talk As if i am not gods creation... my heart detonated with explosions.
in my dreams i escape into the glare of the ocean... its so com and relaxen
why cant my mind, Body & Soul Feel this way. What am i trying to obey other then
gods price to pay...
when im alone i feel hot, bothered & unwelcomed... cant sleep on the outside
so my objective is to fix whats wrong on the inside..
yall just need to understand im not sprung, hung , or drunk i just need a HUG..........
Open Your Arms
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