Monday, August 3, 2009
The Final Quote On Love
As You May know The Way My Flow Goes
i decieded to put love on hold! you may know i
am a very nice guy some say im to nice At Times as if it
was a crime. maybe they want a hardbody person who dosnt know
how to treat them calling them bitch as if they where a pet. Or being REGULATED
which shows the man is in charge. to be honest with you i dont play that card im the type
of guy thats intrested in how you feeling loven you everychance i get cause there is no better feeling. going out just to sit on an mountain just to look at the stars and talk. a person your mom can say shes proud of. a person who choose not to have sex but to make love because it shows a meaningful and deeper connection. i guess you can say im a gentelmen. but at the sametime i hold my ground took me awhile to be able to but im there now.
theres this girl I know i act different towards compared to most girls which is intresting because she left me for another guy and i always asked my self why..but i didnt leave like i always do i stayed around and always made sure shes cool! nice guy eh? yeah i know lol even when she be giving the cussing and dissing AMAZINGLY i stayed around ! until a recent argument where i did not care.. how i felt was shes taking my kindness for weakness & prob thought i can be regulated WRONG! lol i didnt cuss tho amazingly. just thought it wasnt worth it.. her birthday came along and we where in the same presents & i thought ima be the bigger person & make the first move cause i cant front deep down i missed her! well i said my peace and she apologiesd & viseversa we was huging and boy i could of held her in my arms all day lol but there has to be a reason why im still in her life all this time...
now its at the stage where she is trying to overcome from ay break up dude was a waster yute indead but its still hard for her to flee but clearly she can front all she like i know she feeling the kid & she knows ima hold her down like the queen she is. but she needs a extra boost to take that step.
so yah the latest & the last in my love update what you guys think is going to happen? im on the fence ! but ima keep bloggin for yall just not with love. alright live life.
The Final Quote On Love
i decieded to put love on hold! you may know i
am a very nice guy some say im to nice At Times as if it
was a crime. maybe they want a hardbody person who dosnt know
how to treat them calling them bitch as if they where a pet. Or being REGULATED
which shows the man is in charge. to be honest with you i dont play that card im the type
of guy thats intrested in how you feeling loven you everychance i get cause there is no better feeling. going out just to sit on an mountain just to look at the stars and talk. a person your mom can say shes proud of. a person who choose not to have sex but to make love because it shows a meaningful and deeper connection. i guess you can say im a gentelmen. but at the sametime i hold my ground took me awhile to be able to but im there now.
theres this girl I know i act different towards compared to most girls which is intresting because she left me for another guy and i always asked my self why..but i didnt leave like i always do i stayed around and always made sure shes cool! nice guy eh? yeah i know lol even when she be giving the cussing and dissing AMAZINGLY i stayed around ! until a recent argument where i did not care.. how i felt was shes taking my kindness for weakness & prob thought i can be regulated WRONG! lol i didnt cuss tho amazingly. just thought it wasnt worth it.. her birthday came along and we where in the same presents & i thought ima be the bigger person & make the first move cause i cant front deep down i missed her! well i said my peace and she apologiesd & viseversa we was huging and boy i could of held her in my arms all day lol but there has to be a reason why im still in her life all this time...
now its at the stage where she is trying to overcome from ay break up dude was a waster yute indead but its still hard for her to flee but clearly she can front all she like i know she feeling the kid & she knows ima hold her down like the queen she is. but she needs a extra boost to take that step.
so yah the latest & the last in my love update what you guys think is going to happen? im on the fence ! but ima keep bloggin for yall just not with love. alright live life.
The Final Quote On Love
Sunday, August 2, 2009
"Theres Nothing Left "
theres nuffing left in ya heart
& theres no more steps i can walk..
i seen for my self what love can do now
that your gone im in love with you.. i seen it for myself
when i saw you with him.. i feel like i wont see you again..
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Why..
why do good things come to people who
wait? why cant we just obtain what is rightfully
ours. why do good guys finish last when where there the good guys.
why do girls reject the perfect guy for them & go straight to the
guy that will hurt them in the end. why is it so hard to get out of a
relationship even when the guy cheated missused or abused them. Why
is apperance such a main factor in our life time.
why are black youth causing a rukus & given other black people bad names for
us. why cant we all love one another why cant there just be ying instead of yang.
why Cant i Just Be With You..
wait? why cant we just obtain what is rightfully
ours. why do good guys finish last when where there the good guys.
why do girls reject the perfect guy for them & go straight to the
guy that will hurt them in the end. why is it so hard to get out of a
relationship even when the guy cheated missused or abused them. Why
is apperance such a main factor in our life time.
why are black youth causing a rukus & given other black people bad names for
us. why cant we all love one another why cant there just be ying instead of yang.
why Cant i Just Be With You..
Friday, July 31, 2009
Open Your Arms..
I got to dig into my darkside to find light
nothing seems to be going right... i write with no emotion
I talk As if i am not gods creation... my heart detonated with explosions.
in my dreams i escape into the glare of the ocean... its so com and relaxen
why cant my mind, Body & Soul Feel this way. What am i trying to obey other then
gods price to pay...
when im alone i feel hot, bothered & unwelcomed... cant sleep on the outside
so my objective is to fix whats wrong on the inside..
yall just need to understand im not sprung, hung , or drunk i just need a HUG..........
Open Your Arms
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
The Golden Distination
its almost 2:00am something is not right in my head
i cant sleep when i lay in bed...my soul is not feeling
right could it be my appetite.. or its will power to fight.
god please let me know... could it be me looking for love while im still
putting back the pieces of my heart together..! or could it be me not having
something to look forward to.
maybe i should make a to do list, marked 1.find who i am and my purpose on this earth , 2. have her in my arms where she belongs 3, make as many people happy as i can each day, 4. change my skys from a different color then just grey. 5,finally obtaining happyness... the question existing " Why Is It So Hard" maybe god is testing my faith, will power & wisdom. i do try to overcome the obstacles but i guess i needa try harder.
my father i ask for your guideness and wisdom i dont think i can do this alone i need my self completed before i make other options. in the lord i trust so i refuse to give up. with no confrontation i gota reach my " Golden Destination"
i cant sleep when i lay in bed...my soul is not feeling
right could it be my appetite.. or its will power to fight.
god please let me know... could it be me looking for love while im still
putting back the pieces of my heart together..! or could it be me not having
something to look forward to.
maybe i should make a to do list, marked 1.find who i am and my purpose on this earth , 2. have her in my arms where she belongs 3, make as many people happy as i can each day, 4. change my skys from a different color then just grey. 5,finally obtaining happyness... the question existing " Why Is It So Hard" maybe god is testing my faith, will power & wisdom. i do try to overcome the obstacles but i guess i needa try harder.
my father i ask for your guideness and wisdom i dont think i can do this alone i need my self completed before i make other options. in the lord i trust so i refuse to give up. with no confrontation i gota reach my " Golden Destination"
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